And...I Miss You...

The toughest moment of my life thus far...telling a guy I truly care about that we cannot be together.

He and I have a lot in common, laugh a lot, are comfortable around each other, and can work out our fights. This seems so good and everything...but theres this one thing...

He is my "Peter Pan." He is not ready to grow up, be responsible, take care of himself...and it was affecting my future...my plans and dreams. I need him to be able to take care of me as I take care of him...and it wasn't working that way. It hurts so much to have to let go of someone I am so comfortable with but it really seemed the best choice...I'm still struggling with it...

I am hopeful that we can maintain a great friendship and that perhaps, one day, he will be ready to grow up. I guess we shall see.

ash.

PS...my blogs...although sometimes quite personal...are to me...a narrative of life and experiences...